Here is a piece of a song i am writing for my sis (she killed herself) i rlly want to finish it but cant
Sometimes i wish that i could fall asleep and not wake up
Curse me cheat me beat me but i'll never make a fuss
Im fighting and tryin to stay alive
In a world that hates me to the point where i've
given up on hoping and praying for a brighter day
tell me you leave all alone that you will stay
by my side forever and always
I feel like i need to breathe and let you in
Being all alone by myself makes me feel like i am falling
And i dont want to lose it again
Tell me that you'll listen
Slowly falling down a steep hill
Im so numb that i cant even feel (pain anymore)